SPM's over yawww!!FREEEEEEE but sad at the same time,:')

wow.just cant believe ive completed the biggest and important examination in my life,SPM.when SPM's over,i felt free and happy cuz im leaving highschool world.School rules,homeworks,annoying teachers,evil friends,worst canteen foods etc.Im leavin that outta from my life!hahaha!but,its a lie if i say i dont miss my best buddies,i miss them so much.Ummu,Mai,Afiq,Najiy,Syiqim,Fatin,Hazlina,AisyahArnida,Gayathri,Neresh,KaiQing,Lennesvari,
Sharmilla,Shaffiq Fikri and all the 5A&5B batch,u guys rock!hope we can meet again in the future buddies!;))
I love you guys.u guys are totally daebakk!(awesome) !
but still in the middle of celebrating this final year end exams,i just thought on finding part time job before im goin' to the PLKN.or we can call it as korean-like army services?LOL.but PLKN just take about 3months and wouldnt take any longer like the korean ARMY,huh!if it was like that,Im going insanely crazy!!>< hahaha!
Hmm..what job that i would like to do and whats the best for me?I just didnt know it either.but for time being,i just wanna relax and chill out ma mind before im buzzing for a job or takin' my driving licence.
Dunno why i feel so lonely right now,is this a challenge for me to do something all in my own and i've to move on alone?Gosh,i just dunno what am i going to do and what am i up to after this,i dun wanna be someone who helpless and not doin' anything for this life,i need to survive and be more independent after this i think,Im still a teenager that needs alot of things for my life,and i need to work hard on it.As my obligation for myself,i need to have a commitment and do something useful as a step to build my future,but this time,i have my own rule, i wanna be who i wanted to be and nobody gonna stops me from doin what i love to do.I just wanna have my dreams that i've been waiting all this while.i hope my parents will support me from the back.Its a must.Indeed.